Today seriously is a blue day. Had a damn blue dream.

I dreamt that someone(female) bluffed me at don't know where saying that my mother died*CHOY CHOY* i was damn sad and i realised that she was lying and she even hid all my things like bag, wallet and stuffs inside the train under the seats. In the end she said it was all a joke, i was damn furious and crying non-stop. When i woke up, i realised it just a dream but i still feel sad and my tears still dropping and having the feeling of my mother....... feeling. The feeling is can't be expressed out easily. It the second time i dream till cry so jialat as in the second time most jialat in my life, lol.

Hopefully this dream will not come true and go far far away shall not come back to me again! :)